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April 23rd, 2007
08:38 pm
Me in CHINA!
Getting restless while sightseeing;
Me and a friend. So cute! ^^
The panda hat!
Going biking in the countryside:
On top of the moon hill;
http://i3.photobucket.com/albums/y62/KittykatPrincess/Kina/DSCF0164.jpg
walking back down:
On the roof of our hotel in Yangshou:
Snakewine!
FOOD!
Yum^^
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February 1st, 2007
November 30th, 2006
06:15 am
I am going to spend christmas in Chicago.
SO DAMN AMAZING!
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November 28th, 2006
November 24th, 2006
07:51 pm
I haven't written here in forever.
Right now I am at home. Sick leave. Got active sick leave from school until christmas, which means I can come and go to class as I feel up to.
Im tired. Thats all. Very tired.
Going to Jarle, my good friends boyfriend,'s birthday party tomorrow. Yay. Think that will be fun. Then on sunday I'll be going back to school.
I went to the Alternative Fair in Oslo and bought a BUTTLOAD of books. It was genious. I love books!
I have become vegan. I have researched it and I can not support the kind of animal abuse that goes on. No way. And it makes me feel good too. I also joined the NOAH organization, Norwegian PETA. I also joined Amnesty. I have to stop joining organizations. I can not afford it!
Oh well.
Have I said that I am taking another year at the same folk high school? I am. Different course. Aikido. yay^^ My parents(also known as those who sit on the money) have approved. Double yay.
And I've bought trees. Three beautiful pine trees that I have in my room at school. I <3 them.
Otherwise I love having the short hair. Dan says I look even more beautiful now<3 He is so wonderful. I will miss talking to him on the phone for hours every day when I go back to school(I call free to the states from our house phone)
I need to pack and clean.
*kisses to all*
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October 28th, 2006
11:44 am
"And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom."
-Anais Nin
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October 26th, 2006
07:52 am
I am together with Dan again. It makes me happy. It is at it is supposed to be.
It is all part of a plan to take back control of my live and stop making excuses and and being scared.
Here is an explanation that I wrote yesterday.
"I will stop hiding.
I was up very late last night writing down a battleplan. I am list girl.
Nobody can support me but me.
I had a long long talk with my neighbour yesterday and she gave me the best advice ever.
Which I am incorporating into another very good advice that I got from Dan.
The sun will shine again, but if you are hiding you will miss it.
So.
Stop making excuses and making myself a victim and feeling sorry for myself. No pity. No more pity. I will take advice from others and that is it. No "poor girl, you are so sad and hurting"
Yes. I am sad and I am hurting, but I am strong and its a part of life and it will pass like every other time.
I am not weak. I am not helpless.
I am human and I have bad times. Get over it.
And no more clinging. I am so damn clingy. I do not need it. I have two feet and they are capable of carrying me.
I am sad I ask for a hug.
I have a problem I ask for advice.
But the responsibility for my life lies with me.
Only I can save me.
Only I can change myself.
And I will stop messing around and being scared, paranoid and worried.
This is my promise to myself.
I am sunshine."
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05:45 am
Socialism: You have 2 cows and you give one to your neighbour.
Communism: You have 2 cows; the Government takes both and gives you some milk.
Fascism: You have 2 cows; the Government takes both and sells you some milk.
Naziism: You have 2 cows; the Government takes both and shoots you.
Bureaucratism: You have 2 cows; the Government takes both, shoots one, milks the other and throws the milk away.
Traditional Capitalism: You have 2 cows. You sell one and buy a bull. Your herd multiplies, and the economy grows. You sell them and retire on the income.
American Corporation: You have 2 cows. You sell one, and force the other to produce the milk of four cows. Later, you hire a consultant to analyse why the cow dropped dead.
French Corporation: You have 2 cows. You go on strike because you want three cows.
Japanese Corporation: You have 2 cows. You redesign them so they are one-tenth the size of an ordinary cow and produce twenty times the milk. You then create a clever cow cartoon image called Cowkimon and market them Worldwide.
German Corporation: You have 2 cows. You reengineer them so they live for 100 years, eat once a month, and milk themselves.
British Corporation: You have 2 cows. Both are mad.
Italian Corporation: You have 2 cows, but you don't know where they are. You break for lunch.
Russian Corporation: You have 2 cows. You count them and learn you have five cows. You count them again and learn you have 42 cows. You count them again and learn you have 2 cows. You stop counting cows and open another bottle of vodka.
Swiss Corporation: You have 5000 cows. None of which belong to you. You charge others for storing them.
Chinese Corporation: You have 2 cows. You have 300 people milking them. You claim full employment, high bovine productivity, and arrest the newsman who reported the numbers.
Iraqi Corporation: Everyone thinks you have lots of cows. You tell them that you have none. No one believes you and they bomb your ass. You still have no cows, but at least now you are part of a Democracy...
Irish Corporation: you have two cows. You ask for an EU subsidy for your failed breeding programme.
Counter Culture: 'Wow, dig it, like there's these 2 cows, man, grazing in the hemp field. You gotta have some of this milk!'
Surrealism: You have two giraffes. The government requires you to take harmonica lessons.
Fatalist: You have 2 doomed cows.
Hong Kong Capitalism: You have 2 cows. You sell 3 of them to your publicly listed company, using letters of credit opened by your brother-in-law at the bank, then execute a debt/equity swap with an associated general offer so that you get all 4 cows back, with a tax deduction for keeping 5 cows. The milk rights of 6 cows are transferred via a Panamanian intermediary
to a Cayman Islands company secretly owned by the majority shareholder, who sells the rights to all 7 cows' milk back to the listed company and proceeds from the sale are deferred. The annual report says that the company owns 8 cows, with an option on one more.
Meanwhile, you kill the 2 cows because the feng shui is bad.
New Zealand Corporation: You have 2 cows. That one on the left is kinda cute.
Indian Corporation: You have 2 cows. You worship them.
Australian Corporation: You have 2 cows. Business seems pretty good. You close the office and go down the pub to celebrate.
Zen: Cows happen, sometimes twice.
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October 17th, 2006
10:29 pm
One of the most beautiful songs ever.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KD8TASIlc-4
The origin of love, from Hedwig and the angry inch. <3 I found it.
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October 13th, 2006
11:16 pm
Today.
Visit Aimee. Play with her two year old daughter. Play with the duckies and play peekaboo. Rediscover childrens tv. Its genious!
Then when the kid was in bed we watched a movie and when the baby's father came home we watched another. Very nice night. Aimee is a wonderful person. We had serious talks, she helped me a bit with some drama Im in the middle of, and we had pillow fights. teeheehee.
Good good day.
Things are going up again.
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11:22 am
I love Dan. I LOVE him. We share everything. We laugh together and cry together and everything will work out in the end. You are so cute you make me squeal and so sweet you make me cry with happiness. You make me so happy I cry.
Baby. You and your sweet voice. My cutiepie. My sunshine and my warm fireplace, blanket and hot cocoa when everything is storming outside.
I love you.
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12:11 am
me and Eivind will go hunting for this "mailer daemon" guy. We're suspecting he's infiltrated the cellphone systems too and is stealing text messages.
*giggles*
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October 12th, 2006
03:47 pm
I love my friendses. They saved me today.
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October 11th, 2006
12:16 pm
Pippi has forgiven me for leaving.
She's been pouty for a while. But now she hangs out in my bed(cuz thats where I am most of the time)
I am depressed, but I am not gonna talk about that.
I've been eating crap, but I'm not gonna talk about that either.
I feel like crap, but I shouldn't say so.
I talked to Dan for almost 6 hours on the phone yesterday and it helped. ALot. I love him. He is.. everything. THe single most important person in my life. Truly.
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October 8th, 2006
11:35 am
I kept up with before breakfast walk even tho Im not at school.
I walked through some forest. It was beautiful. Climbing uphill through branches and bushes. Listening to the birds, the rain and the rustle of the leaves.
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October 2nd, 2006
04:58 pm
Self defence against fresh fruit;
How do you defend yourself against someone storming at you with a banana?
First.
You force him to drop the banana.
Then.
You eat the banana.
Thus.
Disarming him!
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October 1st, 2006
04:29 pm
Throw scales out window.
Play with Eivind. He didn't want to make the Bush today(he will make a bush so he can sneak outside my window since there is no bushes there to hide behind) but we're on his computer and surfing Youtube and Uncyclopedia, the latter I was introduced to today.
You have two cows!!!!
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September 30th, 2006
10:44 pm
I am drifting away.
Try to keep myself focused.
Hard.
I've gotten addicted to comforts. Things that comfort.
Food.
Caresses.
Sleep.
Insane hyperactivity and then crash. going around and around the cycle.
Pål says. I twitch in my sleep. And I cry out and I whimper. He takes care of me. Comes and sits with me when he sees I am not at the meals. Cuz he knows. I am in my bed. Too tired for anything else. and he strokes my hair and holds my hand and lays down with me and comforts me.
And if I am sad he takes my hand and drags me outside and runs with me 'till I am exhausted. Or massages me. Or bends down and puts his head between my legs and raises up so I am on his shoulders and runs around and up stairs with me until I have no choice but to give in and just stop screaming and just relax.
I have said it so many times. But this is love.
My friends. My friends.
They are love.
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